Ask The Beasts Chapter 5

You can download a PDF of this week’s reflection here.

This week’s reflection comes from Steve Crain. Steve is an Associate Professor of Philosophy and Religion at McPherson College, where, until recently, he also served as campus pastor. He and his wife Lori are blessed to be members of the McPherson Church of the Brethren in McPherson, Kansas, and remain deeply connected to their home church, Beacon Heights Church of the Brethren in Ft. Wayne, Indiana.

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The first four chapters of Johnson’s book invite us to consider “Darwin’s entangled bank,” to “listen” to the voices of nature with our ears “tuned” by The Origin of Species. In Chapter 5, we now listen to the voice of the Holy Mystery that indwells and animates nature, using the Nicene creed to in­form that attentiveness. One way to read Ask the Beasts is as an intellectual dialogue, a back­and­forth between Darwin and the Nicene creed. The book succeeds wonderfully in this way because the philosophical and theological reflections are clear, engaging, and deeply thought­provoking. But I think the book succeeds at a deeper level, namely, as a guide for contemplation. For Johnson encourages us not simply to listen with our mind, but with the very core of our being: in short, to be attentive to The Presence with the ears of our heart. Yes, through theological and philosophical concepts Johnson appeals to our mind. Then, through poetic imagery ­ in the Bible and in the Christian tradition ­ she appeals to our imagination, putting wings, one might say, on these concepts. But in constantly reminding us that God is ineffable Mystery ­ beyond concept and beyond image ­ Johnson entices us into a contemplative encounter that is ultimately mystical, and therefore, transformative in the deepest possible sense. Which is to say that Ask the Beasts invites us to fall in love all over again: with nature, and with the Triune God we encounter there in nature’s innermost recesses.

I say “Triune God” because the heart and soul of this chapter is entitled “Life and Love: A Trinitarian Framework.” Johnson speaks passionately and eloquently out of her Catholic heritage as she invites us into the Trinitarian structure of the Nicene creed in order to find there not only the God who is the Origin of all, Incarnate Redeemer of all, and Holy Spirit giving life and new life to all, but also to find there a richly­layered understand of creation. Of the three notions of creation expressed therein ­ creation as fundamental origin, continuous sustaining in being, and ultimate, final renewal of all things ­ Johnson has us focus on the second notion, on the idea of “continuous creation.” Here, God is understood to give being to everything that exists moment by moment, and to do so, not from a distance “on high,” but through the Presence of the Holy Spirit ­ the “Personal” indwelling of the very Mystery that is God ­ at the innermost being of each created thing. The discussion is filled with wonderful explanations of classical theological concepts from the Christian tradition ­ from Irenaeus, Tertullian, Augustine, and Aquinas, to name a few ­ as well as beautiful meditations on vivid Biblical imagery that sets these concepts in motion for us: blowing wind, flowing water, blazing fire, soaring dove, and Holy Wisdom­Sophia. She thus invites us to push through philosophical and theological “obstacles” that have tended to blind us to the indwelling of God in nature, such as Greek “hierarchical dualism,” Cartesian dualism, and the distinction between “nature” and “Supernature.” But, again, I think Johnson gives us more than an “initial vocabulary with which to explore the hidden depths of the living God in the evolving world” (p. 134). Rather, she entices us into a contemplative encounter with the Divine Presence, and thus into a transformative experience of communion brimming over with joy and love.

Two thousand years of key philosophical and theological developments have seduced us into believing we find God ultimately only by looking past created beings, or perhaps at best by looking through them. But Johnson returns to the Bible and to classical theological concepts in order to convince us that indeed we can find God ­ the Triune God of love revealed through Christ and in the Spirit ­ by looking directly at the natural world: at and into created beings each in their own irreducible uniqueness. Dogs, cats, trees, birds, flowers, mushrooms, dragonflies: each uniquely embodies the goodness of the Creator. By indwelling every animal, every tree, every rock, God continuously gives to each created thing a goodness ­ a value, a worth ­ that is intrinsic to each because it flows from the deep intimacy of the divine relationship that continuously gives being to each. We can directly experience this intrinsic value in nature, this sacred goodness, every time we leave our doors, both through an intense “communion with nature,” and in “the anguish that arises in reaction to the destruction of natural places” (p. 152). Johnson continues: “Both spiritual and moral responses flow from the understanding of the living world in its givenness, resplendence, fragility, and threatened state as the dwelling place of God.” I would argue that the “understanding” she underscores here ­ the intellectual grasp of theological truth ­ can only sustain the “moral response,” and especially the “anguish” over nature’s devastation, by means of the “spiritual response,” in other words, by means of that mystical, contemplative, “communion” with nature which, in my experience, is akin to the communion experienced in the Brethren Love Feast, and which is at the heart of the Catholic experience of sacrament, especially the Mass.

Johnson writes so beautifully, eloquently, and powerfully that she entices me to put her book down, leave my study, and gaze into the divinely­indwelt depths of the tree in my backyard, there to commune with the Holy Mystery that overflows all things, the God Who is Love. That is a successful piece of theological reflection!

Questions and Exercises for Further Reflection

1) In what ways has Johnson’s reflection on God as Triune opened up new vistas for you on the meaning and importance of this classical Christian doctrine?

2) What theological or philosophical concept from this chapter ­ for example, perhaps the concept of “participation” or “panentheism” ­ most entices your heart as well as your mind? Why?

3) Take one of the Biblical images that Johnson explores for God’s indwelling, life­giving Spirit ­ wind or fire, for example ­ and find it outside your door, out in nature’s “entangled bank.” Quietly immerse yourself in it by reaching out to it with your heart, and so becoming present to The Presence. Journal about your experience.

 

Ask the Beasts Chapter 4

You can download a PDF of this weeks discussion guide here.

This week’s reflection comes to us from Elizabeth Ullery.

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“All living and dead organism are profoundly related to each other in one grand natural system, rather than being separate creations related directly to the Creator but not to each other”

This chapter spoke to that the deep connection I feel between the natural world, humans and our Creator. While the a church building can provide a sense of quiet sanctuary imbibed with a deep hallowed-ness, a walk through the moss laden trees on a dreary Sunday afternoon does more to enliven my connection with God than a wooden pew will ever be able to provide. This book initially caught my attention because I find that it is through the deepening of my relationship with the natural world that I can deepen my relationship with God. I find God to be so ever-present in the trees, rocks, streams and buzzing insects and if ever I feel disconnected from my Creator a walk through the sacred paths between the trees will ground me in a very tangible way.

This week I have the joy of visiting one of the most sacred forests I’ve ever known. Mrs. Aull’s garden in Englewood Ohio is a sanctuary. Mrs. Aull was a true naturalist, actively observing creation at work and intentionally creating sanctuary, Aullwood Nature Center, for everyone to have a place to become naturalists. As you enter the pathway that winds around the stream-fed pool a wooden sign reads “This is a place where nothing ever happens, where people simply live, where there is sun and slow peacefulness of day following day. Walk gently… and may some of the peace be yours.” Each time I see that sign it is a breathtaking reminder to slow down and ground myself in the peace and comfort of the woods. As you walk down the path you are likely to hear a chorus of songbirds, perhaps a few frogs will chime in as the insects hold the melody. If you are lucky you may see a rabbit or a deer. It is in these moments when you have returned to the natural world from which we all came, our interconnected evolutionary history is most tangible.

Darwin was ever consistent on that point. Every being, large or small, is inter-related and interconnected. To me, that means that one cannot exist without the other. And as Johnson points out, we are so interwoven in our evolutionary history that if we were to turn back the clock and start over we would collectively evolve in a very different way. “…life on Earth would be a community with a different genetic history, and likely a different physical appearance.” Here is where I find that we struggle as a being, God has created us to be inextricably interwoven with every other living creature and yet somehow we have evolved in a way that our existence is now jeopardizing the existence of the beings that we cannot exist without. We have been called through our religious stories to be custodians of this world and to reinforce that point we have been genetically interwoven through all of creation, we have every reason to be active in our environmental and humanitarian stewardship. Jesus’ words ring ever so clear, “Truly I tell you, just as you did it to one of the least of these who are members of my family, you did it to me.”(Matthew 24:40). We are called to care for creation and our brothers and sisters in Christ and by doing so we are caring for Christ. When we care for the creation and all her beings we are fulfilling our call from God and ensuring our own evolutionary success.

Questions for Further Discussion:

  • How might our interdependence change how we view the world? Would we be able to move from a warring world to a world of cooperation and collaboration for the safety and security of all?
  • How might this change our actions as we care for our brothers and sisters around the world?
  • How might this change our prayers for peace and justice?

Ask the Beasts Chapter 3

You can download a PDF of this weeks discussion guide here.

This week’s reflection comes to us from Marie Benner-Rhoades.
Marie is the Youth and Young Adult Peace Formation Director with On Earth Peace and together with her husband they are
adventuring with agriculture at One Plow Farm. Marie is also the amazing mama to her six-month old daughter.

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Thoughts on reading chapter 3 during this week in my life, as a new farmer and new parent:

Monday:
I started reading this chapter after a good, long day of farming – really more like triaging a garden that has seen more wet, cold weather this spring than any other I can remember.  All of our “hot crops” are slow in growing, mostly due, we hope, to the low evening temperatures.  When picking tomatoes to plant this year, we chose our favorites to eat: Yellow Brandywine – for the sweet taste that goes perfect on a summer pizza, Striped Cavern – for stuffing, Jet Star – for canning, Green Zebra – for its low acid, Sungold Cherry tomatoes – for a pop in your mouth snack, and one that we’re calling “Mom’s Paste” because the seeds have been saved by my husband’s mother from one season to the next long enough that we don’t remember the originating variety. – for making sauce, just to name a few.  We could have selected them for their resistance to diseases and their ability to withstand extremes in temperatures. New varieties of tomatoes in the seed catalogs included a blight resistant variety and large Sungolds that don’t split (a common problem if you don’t harvest each day).  So I had to smile when I read that Darwin knew that trait selection was possible by watching farmers choose their seed.  I guess we’ll see how we did with our choices later this summer!

Wednesday:
Natural selection is something I think of every time I pull weeds, how did these things become so resilient!  As the crops struggle to take root and grow, the weeds are taking full advantage of the soil additions (nitrogen) and water that we’re giving the young plants.  My arch nemesis of the summer – bindweed!  This hardy vine entangles everything making it difficult to pull without harming the crops.  Its roots spread throughout the soil.  And to make things worse, it’s somehow become a favorite flower of my mother!  Bindweed is a variety of morning glory – how did this sneaky weed make its way into seed packaging!  A quick Internet search tells me there are about 250 species in the genus Convolvulus which is in the bindweed/morning glory family, Convolvulaceae, which includes over 60 genera and 1650 species!  And I’m sure each new generation is getting more resilient and, if my experience is true, harder to pull.

Friday:
In addition to reading Ask the Beasts, this week we’ve been reading Horton Hatches An Egg to our 6 month old daughter.  There is nothing like a new baby to make you wonder in awe at the traits passed on from one generation to another, we see my mother and my husband’s brother in her expressions. Last year at this time, we were looking at ultrasound pictures of a little creature growing inside of me. We were pretty sure we’d have a human baby, but looking at those early pictures one could have questioned that, perhaps we were having an elephant-bird!

Sunday:
So what does all this have to do with theology and faith? With all the explanations before me from Darwin and since, I can’t help but work in a field or look at my daughter without pausing to give thanks to God for the beauty and complexity around me (even that darned bindweed with its dark green leaves and trumpeting flowers).  That we are invited to be a part of caring for this creation, in both tending growth and producing adaptations that sustain life, is a gift from the Divine Creator.

Questions for Discussion:
What “endless forms most beautiful” cause you to turn your attention from ordinary tasks of the week to the creative power of God?  If we all have a common history and are related, what does stewardship of the Earth and care for creation look like?  Darwin is quoted, “There is grandeur in this view of life, with its several powers, having been originally breathed into a few forms or into one…” (99/490), according to your understanding, does this limit or expand the ability God has to influence creation?

Will you be at Annual Conference in Columbus Ohio this week? Meet us at the Open Table booth for an in-person book chat about chapter 3, Friday afternoon at 1:30 in the exhibit hall. Hope to see you there! You can also enter for a chance to win a copy of the book!

 

Ask the Beasts Chapter 2

You can download a PDF of this weeks discussion guide here.

I am excited to introduce the writer of this week’s reflection, my mom, Dianna Ullery. She has a background in environmental education and as I started reading Ask the Beasts I knew it spoke her language and I was eager to have her share her voice and perspective.

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The term “naturalist” describes Charles Darwin in the most complete sense. Certainly he was a scientist as well, but first and foremost he was a naturalist. The term doesn’t mean much today, though. A naturalist might be someone who really likes nature, possibly someone who actually has a job liking nature. In Darwin’s day a person could be a naturalist and people understood it meant someone who observed, noted and tried to make connections between those observations and the divine presence in the world. A naturalist was someone who could experience the divine through an overwhelming curiosity about and intimacy with nature.

I don’t know what term we use today to describe the observer, note-taker, connection-maker type of person. I worked for many years as a “naturalist” in Ohio, but when I moved to Washington State I quickly learned that the term was not descriptive of my previous work. I was informed that here, “everyone is a naturalist.” I believe that was intended to mean that people out here are outdoorsy and interested in nature. That part is true, but I haven’t met that many observer, note-taker, connection-maker types.

The role of Darwin as naturalist that most people seem to miss is how hard he worked to make the connections between his observations and the divine creative process. His observations did not cause him to doubt God’s existence.  He may have developed doubts about the theology of the day, but he recognized the experience of knowing God’s presence in the natural world. The either/or, neither/nor simplistic interpretation of Darwin’s life work only reveals the lack of understanding, imagination, and faith in those who eagerly oversimplify and villainize his ideas.

Darwin experienced the sense of wonder that Rachel Carson so beautifully described as she related the exquisite pleasures of sound, sight, and smell in opening the world to our curiosity. She wrote,”

A child’s world is fresh and new and beautiful, full of wonder and excitement. It is our misfortune that for most of us that clear-eyed vision, that true instinct for what is beautiful and awe-inspiring, is dimmed and even lost before we reach adulthood. If I had influence with the good fairy who is supposed to preside over the christening of all children I should ask that her gift to each child in the world be a sense of wonder so indestructible that it would last thoughout life, as an unfailing antidote against the boredom and disenchantments of later years, the sterile preoccupation with things that are artificial, the alienation from the source of our strength.” – The Sense of Wonder

If we, as people of God, were able to maintain our own “sense of wonder”, our own ability to think and feel like a naturalist, how would it change our faith? Might we be able to embrace an understanding of creation as a process rather than an event? Could we use our inner naturalist to connect and reconnect with the source of our strength?

If you’d like to know more about Darwin check out the Smithsonian’s excellent articles commemorating his 200th birthday. http://www.smithsonianmag.com/science-nature/what-darwin-didnt-know-45637001/

 

Ask the Beasts Chapter 1

You can download a PDF of this weeks discussion guide here

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“God looked over everything she had made: it was supremely good.” ~ Genesis 1:31

As I read this first chapter of Ask the Beasts, the piece that has stuck with me this week is about the disproportionate impact of global climate change on our World’s poorest women. How those who already struggle for their daily life are faced with the harshest impacts from increasingly ferocious hurricanes, parching droughts and deadly landslides. A United Nations report goes further;

“The threat of climate change, manifested in the increase of extreme weather conditions such as, droughts, storms or floods, has been recognized as a global priority issue. Climate change is a sustainable development challenge, with broad impacts not only on the environment but also on economic and social development. Women form a disproportionately large share of the poor in countries all over the world. Women in rural areas in developing countries are highly dependent on local natural resources for their livelihood, because of their responsibility to secure water, food and energy for cooking and heating. The effects of climate change …, make it harder to secure these resources. It is therefore imperative that a gender analysis be applied to all actions on climate change and that gender experts are consulted in climate change processes at all levels,” (http://www.un.org/womenwatch/feature/ climate_change/)

In the beginning, just before God celebrated in the supreme goodness of creation, God called us to care for our beloved world and with that care for all the peoples of the world. Our short-sighted consumption is wreaking havoc on those who are in most need of care. Perhaps this isn’t the message I should have come away from this chapter with. Maybe instead I should be waxing poetically about bald eagles flying over head, which it just so happens there are, or the cacophony of bird songs as the sun slips being the cedar tree, which is magnificent. But instead I’m bound to this harsh reminder that while we account for less that 5% of the World’s population as a nation we are using more than 30% of the world’s resources each year; and are setting our poorest sisters up for climate failure in the process. Johnson calls us back and reminds us of our ecological interdependence, “theology in our ecological era needs to broaden it’s anthropocentric focus for it’s own adequacy” “The ecological crisis makes clear that the human species and the natural world will flourish or collapse together.” We as Christians in the United States are not isolated from our sisters and brothers beyond on theological practice or our national boarders. As we have lost touch with the universe and the natural world around us we have also lost touch with our ability to be relevant not only to the current generation but to the ecological era in which we live. Our internal bickering over Creationism vrs. Evolution has set us back and we are quickly becoming obsolete in a dialogue to which we have the potential to be dynamic leaders.

As Carl Sagan and his group of fellow scientist points out in their 1990 statement to people of faith “ As scientists, many of us have had profound experiences of awe and reverence before the universe. We understand that what is regarded as sacred is more likely to be treated with care and respect. Our planetary home should be so regarded.” How might our faith practice and social justice ministry change if we viewed our communities and world with as much reverence and sacredness as we do our steepled churches and cinderblock basements? As people of faith we have a creation narrative that imbues the world with the sacred. As God surveys and claims the world “supremely good” so should we.

As you read this week I encourage you to view the world around you through a “supremely good” lens. How might daily life change if we celebrate the wonder of creation.

Taking it a step further, how might our interactions with fellow humans and creatures change if we recognize that we are ecologically bound to each other.

What stands out for you this week? Any connections to current events or personal experiences? Going back to the disproportionate impact on women, I wonder how climate change effects women’s personal safety. Is there an ecological connection to plight of women kidnapped in Nigeria or the rape and murder of young women India?

Comment below to answer the questions posed and join in the conversion!
What stuck with you about this chapter? What questions do you have?

Open Table Spring Update

Greetings Sisters and Brothers,

I hope this letter finds you well! As spring begins to turn toward summer we are eagerly preparing for Annual Conference in Columbus, Ohio July 2-6. While the work and ministry of Open Table extends well beyond Annual Conference the gathering is a significant opportunity to build community, foster relationships and reach out to the larger church. This year I am particularly excited about our opening gathering an Open Table Mix-n-Mingle. This will be a less-formal, no ticket require, opportunity to gather and greet each other while we prepare for the work ahead. We will share appetizers, raise a glass and say a prayer for an open table for all! We are seeking individuals or congregations who are interested in hosting a table.  $250 (Co-sponsor for $125) will help ensure we can provide an enjoyable and free gathering for all. Each table will have a sign “ (Your Name) Supports an Open Table For All”, this is a great way you can be present in spirit even if you can’t join us in body.

Something new we are doing this year is teaming up with Womaen’s Caucus, BMC and Global Women’s Project to host a joint Progressive Brethren booth in the exhibit hall. We will have space for small gatherings, information sessions and are planning some conversations on Power and Privilege in the Church, Congregational Hospice and Restorative Justice. These conversational sessions will be in addition to an insight session OTC is co-hosting with Pacific Northwest District on Alternative Ways of Being Church: Creating Community Outside of Worship. We are excited to hear from some progressive faith leaders who are building community in creative and exciting ways.

If you plan to attend conference this year we hope you will join us for the Mix-n-Mingle, insight sessions and some conversation sessions! We are also in need of people to spend a couple hours at the booth sharing information about Open Table and why you support an open table for all. Last year some of the most important conversations at Annual Conference happened at our booth and I hope you can be a part of them this year.

Beyond Annual Conference we are planning for Progressive Gathering in Huntingdon, Pennsylvania November 7-9, 2014 and exploring participating in a LGBTQA Anabaptist Gathering in Chicago Illinois November 21-23, 2014. This past winter we welcomed two new board members; Audrey deCoursey is the pastor for Living Stream Church of the Brethren, our denomination’s first online congregation and Kimberly Koczan-Flory has an extensive background in ecumenical ministry and spiritual guidance, she currently lives in Fort Wayne Indiana with her husband and daughter. Both of these dynamic women have brought much energy to the board and I am grateful to be in ministry with them.

Your contributions to Open Table allow us to travel to these many gatherings to speak from our experience and be an advocate for those in our church who have been silenced. It is through building relationships that we can create change. You donations allow us to build community and equip our Progressive Community to speak truth to power and lead us into the community of Christian faith we envision.

Can you donate $125, $250, $500, $1,000 to help welcome all people to the Open Table?

Blessings!

Elizabeth Ullery & The Open Table Board
Ken Kline Smeltzer, Audrey deCoursey,
 Josih Hostetler, Kimberly Koczan Flory           

Write. More. & Holy. Week.

Wrire.More

On my bulletin board at work I have a bright yellow sticky note with the words “Write.” “More.”. This was my gentle reminder to myself that I need write more words. Real words. In full sentences. Not just emails and Facebook updates. So often we find ourselves paring down our communication to 140 characters accentuated with emoticons and an excess of exclamation points, or the one I am most guilty of, the ellipsis, dot-dot-dot. I wonder if this can actually be considered communication let alone writing, and yet good and important conversations can happen in the text boxes of Facebook. As young-adult West Coast Brethren Facebook is often my lifeline connection to the larger denomination. It is how I build relationship, gain inspiration and challenge my faith. Recently, I engaged in a Facebook conversation around power and privilege. The question posed challenged how we do anti-oppresion work. How we talk about the ways power and privilege affect our lives and our faith. Who has the right to talk about oppression? How do we frame a conversation as to make sure “the older white men aren’t too uncomfortable”? How do we talk, really talk, about the crux of the challenges facing our denomination? Our Church is riddled with power and privilege minefields that we tip-toe around with the most care and fear. This conversation guided me to the realization that we need to create space to talk and to listen, it isn’t going to happen organically. We need to cultivate a community where people aren’t afraid to walk through the minefield, where we can share honestly and be heard without judgement. I am eager to create these spaces and opportunities. In the meantime, am thankful for the voices in our church who can speak up to power, who can call out privilege without shaming so we can move forward together with open eyes and hearts.

This week I came across a Holy Week liturgy resource that set my brain on fire. It got me excited about Holy Week again, and as a Professional Church Lady I’m with the clergy that find Holy Week to be exhausting and stressful and really anything but Holy. The words shared by The Liturgists, a collective of writers, musicians and artists working together to make thoughtful liturgical work, speaks to the doubt and darkness of Holy Week and dances in the light and renewal of Easter’s resurrection. It’s an “old story”, we hear it every year. Every year we hear the crowd call for Jesus’ crucifixion, the words echo in our head as he calls out with his last breath and even though we know how the story ends every year we sit in the darkness that fell over the city after he died. As Brethren we are called to make amends, to heal any broken relationships before we walk into that darkness together. Even though we have let go of much of the rigidity of that practice I think our Brothers and Sisters were on to something. We cannot sit in the uncomfortable darkness if our hearts and eyes are not open. We cannot walk into the resurrection of Easter if we are holding on to hurts. As a Church we cannot walk into the future of our faith if we are blind to each others oppression. We cannot build up our faith if we do not see each other as God sees us. As you walk into the darkness of Love Feast today, as you gather in service and wash each other’s feet, practice the vulnerability of being seen as God sees you, for God does not impart power or privilege on us. You cannot stoop at someones feet with power, you cannot practice this act of service without vulnerability, yours and mine. (And yes, I pre-wash my feet before Love Feast too, I see it as a courtesy to my brother or sister and not an act of vanity, but maybe that is my pride talking.)

If you are not where you can join in Love Feast this evening, spend some time listening to these spoken word liturgies. I have listened to Saturday and Sunday several times. Maybe you can even write some of your own words.

Blessings friends,

Elizabeth Signiture 1

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Walking in the Darkness

In my reflection in Ash Wednesday service with Living Stream, which you can re-watch here, I talked about vulnerability and how Lent is our opportunity to come before God in all our beautiful vulnerability. We of course can, and should, do that anytime but there is something sacred about this Lent season when it seems particularly fitting. Where Advent is all about preparation, Lent to me is about reflection. “How do I want to be resurrected?” “What can be resurrected in me?”. These questions circle my thoughts in this 40-day journey. On Ash Wednesday I talked about Brene Brown and her call to dare greatly by living with vulnerability at the center of our lives. This call to live into the vulnerability and discomfort was reissued for me in the opening pages of Barbra Brown Taylor’s new book Learning to Walk in the DarkI started reading it last night shortly after it downloaded to my iPad at 9 pm, one of the perks of West Coast living is that books are released on Eastern time so I get it at a reasonable hour to start reading. In these first few pages Taylor calls us into the dark places in our lives,

“when, despite all my best efforts, the lights have gone out in my life (literally or figuratively, take your pick), plunging me into the kind of darkness that turns my knees to water, nonetheless I have not died. The monsters have not dragged me out of the bed and taken me back to their lair. The witches have not turned me into a bat. Instead I have learned things in the dark that I could never have learned in the light, things that have saved my life over and over again, so that there is really only one logical conclusion. I need darkness as much as light.”

We need darkness as much as we need light. In these days of Lent we need the darkness of Maundy Thursday and Good Friday just as much as we need the “Alleluias” of Easter’s resurrection. But darkness is scary, even once our eyes adjust, it is uncomfortable and uneasy. We do not know where we are going. We cannot see where we are headed. And so we have no choice but to reach deep within and live in our vulnerability. And when we choose to live into that place of vulnerability it is amazing who we will find is with us in the darkness. When we can live with vulnerability and bravery we never know who will speak the words of Christ to us and walk through the darkness with us. Or to whom we can be the presence of Christ. As church, we need vulnerability and darkness. It is where we are most real and where I believe we can best be Christ to the world. But so often I see us struggle with how to be vulnerable, Taylor knows that as Church we do not like the darkness as much as we like the light. We cling to light and ask to be delivered from the darkness and the perils and dangers of night. We do not like to sit in the in-between place, where we have to have hard conversations about the future of our congregations, where we struggle with tension in the denomination, where we do not feel heard or welcomed. We shy away from the perils of the night and are assured that God will lead us into the light, but what if instead we stayed in the dark and sought to find God in the darkness. What lesson might we learn, what strength might we find if we fully open ourselves to the depth and sacredness of the night. When we can feel just a little bit closer to the holy, and when we have to tap into the still small voice inside us to guide us.

In these final days of Lent as I continue to read I’m sure I will ruminate over what can be resurrected in me, but I hope I can also learn to welcome the in-between and live into the vulnerability. Who knows, maybe I will find you in the darkness too.

Blessings friends,

Elizabeth Signiture 1

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A Living, Open Lenten Journey

Though many of us are feeling buried under a continual blanket of snow, or are growing ever anxious as the seasonal rains aren’t arriving this year, all around spring i​s​ starting to burst forth. In little ways: swollen buds on branches, snowdrops pushing up through the cold ground, a freshness in the air that signals a coming change.

As Christians of the Northern hemisphere this subtle shift in our environment mirrors the shifts we see reflected in our liturgy. Lent begins the 40 day journey to resurrection, 40 days of growing anticipation for something new to grow in us. As the days grow longer how do we see resurrection in our lives? Where do we see newness pushing forth? Like tender greens as they courageously push through the snow with the expectation of warmer days ahead, where in our lives are we pushing forward with brave expectation?

Open Table Cooperative and Living Stream Church of the Brethren invite you on a Lenten journey to cultivate our appreciation of the Creator’s manifestation in our daily lives. Join us by stepping outside wherever you live and taking notice of the simple gifts of bravery demonstrated in environmental rebirth. Connect with the Lenten journey through weekly reflections, daily nature photos from folks around the country, and eco-spiritual worship on Sunday evenings with Living Stream.

During the six weeks leading up to Easter on April 20 you will receive an email devotion and reflection each Sunday morning written by folks from around the country as they share their observations of the ways they find resurrection in their lives. Join us on Facebook or Twitter as we share daily photos of spring emerging around us and invite you to share your photographs too. This Lenten journey is one of community and connection. Join us by submitting a devotion or reflection (more information on our website), share photos taken of the world around you (#LivingLent14), log on and participate in Living Stream’s weekly worship service. Together in these days of Lent we invite you to look for the ways our spirituality is reflected in the environment around us. Being led and grounded by a daily activity that encourages us to get outside, even if it is cold/snowing/rainy (Remember, bravery isn’t always comfortable!) we will walk the days of Lent engaging with our faith made tangible in the bursting spring.

Blessings,


Elizabeth Ullery, The Open Table Cooperative Board &
Audrey deCoursey, Living Stream Church of the Brethren

Open Table in 2013

Wow! We made it through our first full year as an organization! And a very good year it was.

  • We hosted some 200 guests at our “free” Open Table Reception/Dinner on the first evening of Annual Conference in Charlotte, NC.
  • We led two annual conference insight sessions, one on Christian Economics and the justice of Jesus, and one on Alternative Ways of Being Church featuring innovative approaches to faith communities.
  • We led two workshops at NOAC on Children’s Spirituality and the Stewardship of Creation.
  • We enjoyed working with our Summer Intern, Lauren Seganos, as she helped us with our Annual Conference booth and activities along with updating our data files.
  • We co-sponsored the sixth fall Progressive Brethren Gathering featuring inspiring worship, dance and film events, speaker Sharon Groves of the Human Rights Campaign, and great hospitality by the Beacon Heights congregation of Fort Wayne, IN.
  • We raised and spent some $9,400 through your generous support!

In 2014 we hope to do even more! We’ll continue our truly Open Table Reception at Annual Conference in Columbus, OH, our encouragement of emerging models of being church, and our electronic updates about issues of interest in the Church and beyond. And we’re looking for you to get involved by joining or creating a network on: Young Adult Inclusion in the Church, Christian Economics, Health Care Reform, Education, Non-Violence and sensible Firearms Legislation, and more.

Our vision for Open Table Cooperative is to facilitate and encourage a wide number of independent working groups focused on a variety of progressive faith interests. We can provide the platform for cooperative efforts, but we need you to step forward and become an advocate/organizer for one of these efforts or for something that has convicted your faith.

To further our work, we will be employing a part-time Open Table Cooperative Coordinator starting January 1, 2014. The position will be volunteer for now, becoming a paid position as funds permit. We’ve learned that staff is important for continuity, intensity, and follow-through if a non-profit organization is to be effective. We’ve called Elizabeth Ullery to that position starting January 1.

To do all of this, we need your involvement and support! We’re asking you to:

  • Contact us to find out how you or your congregation can get involved! (info@opentablecoop.org)
  • Host/Sponsor a table at the Annual Conference Open Table Reception for $250 (Co-sponsor for $125). Each table will have a sign “ (Your Name) Support an Open Table Church”, you can be present in spirit even if you can’t join us in body.
  • Become an OTC pillar by making a donation of $20, 50, 100, 500, 1000 or a monthly contribution of $5, 10, 20, 50 or more. Donate now!

Thanks for your support and encouragement,
the Open Table Cooperative Board.
Kathy Fry-Miller, Josih Hostetler,
Ken Kline Smeltzer, and Elizabeth Ullery

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